Tuesday, September 30, 2008

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Sola.

I am alone. Point. It 's a fact. It's not that then give me so uncomfortable. Only today I have taken note. In peace. Not that I miss the people you go out. I just look at the heading on the phone and know whom to call for a fun dinner. Just as I have some friends to go out with is very nice and pleasant, and even talk to discuss interesting topics. All in all, then you will think that I'm not alone. And from a certain point of view you'd be right: the side of social life are not alone. I am alone on the human side. Just look at who gives me courage when I am out of work. Just look at the log of incoming calls on your mobile phone .. People who remember to make my number (and not to propose or advertising jokes) is almost zero. The same applies to the deaths. I just see the difference between me and my husband. My husband has many friends. You are true friends to visit if you are a grandparent dies. I, I lost three grandparents to within six months. And I never saw anyone. Not even a text message. None. Or just do a litmus test: Hold the phone a few days off and see who cares. If we exclude no parents and husband. Nobody cares about me. All in all I am also quiet. In this uncertain world to me to be a certainty. In fact more than one:
1) are asocial. Or I'm on all bales. Motivation I trall'altro indifferent to the outcome does not change.
2) Yes, this is the first time that I admit to myself but I'm bad luck. If you shoot someone all to worry about. If you shoot me nothing. This means that I am part of the ghost population. They are those who are not invited to any parties. Those who can not you see while walking down the street except when you want to pull out of malice and utter derision. They are the ones who discovered the dead body if they die 4 days later and only if it stinks.
3) Now at least I know that I am part of something. ^ _ ^ And just enough for me.

I will not be what people are looking for us two words. I will not be what the people thought to have a party (as I always have to organize and having almost pray to accept an invitation). I'll be just me.
With my solitude with my cats, with my books and the few people who care about me and who deign sometimes to send a text message of their own free will.
Sometimes it happens that after months of silence someone gets vivo (Simon, you're always sweet). And are those who say "wait, is not that a little is heard, it is that the call". The other course, respond if you call them, but otherwise are never live. Not a invitation, not a text message to say "you're alive." I wish you a safe journey to the other. I have no grudge, nor anger. On second thought, I think this is the most linear I've ever done. Just that it's time to understand who follow the road. With everyone else I hope one day our paths will meet to give us a good time .. ^ _ ^ Of madness, that's for sure, because I got to do: P

Kisses to all .. that your path is strewn with roses and honey (and not because they are slippery: P).

Thursday, August 28, 2008

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new Pc. Cool! Origin of name

I finally again a PC.

My old man had decided to die. Just like that with no written notice received by return. Without giving the canonical 15 days notice. Without a word. After everything we've been through. After all I've done for him.
I put in detention in a box. In the dark. At the mercy of cats. So learn. 'I'm an asshole.

Monday, August 11, 2008

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SARA

Today I am happy ...

who believe in signs or simple coincidence, that you believe in destiny path, or in free will, the fact is that what I read today gave me a lot of happiness .. and now one would think to look at me or I'm crazy or that I made ^ __ ^ (think then if they say they are so "natural": P


is taken from the name of the wife of Abraham and mother of Isaac, Sara. The significance in Hebrew is "princess." The Hebrew name Sarah comes from ancient Egypt: Sa Rah is the daughter and means "sun disc", the greater god at that time. The daughter of the god Ra was obviously considered to be a princess, and hence its Hebrew meaning. It was adapted in greek and Latin as Sara.

So my name forms the base in my first passion! But cool!

To make matters worse I went on to do research ...

Saint Sarah from Upper Egypt was the black servant of Mary Salome and Mary Joses; present at the cross of Jesus. Maria-Salomé, Marie Joses, and Mary Magdalene went to the then drifting on a boat to reach the coasts of France, landing at a place called "Oppidum-Ra, also known as Notre-Dame-de-Ratis (RA has its etymology in Ratis or boat) (Droit 1961, 19), the city's name was changed to Notre-Dame-del-la-Mer, which became, then, Saintes-Maries-de-la-Mer in 1838.

Sarah-la-Kali (Sara the black) points out, without a doubt the Indian deity Kali (Bhadrakali, Uma, Durga, and Syama) (Fonseca, 1995, 106-107). This name agrees with the hypothesis of the Roma community of Indian origin who arrived in France in the ninth century. The Santa is a syncretic manifestation Christianized and the goddess Kali. Durga, another name of Kali, the goddess of creation, sickness and death, represented by the black face, during an annual ritual in India is immersed in water and then made to emerge. (Weyrauch, 2001, 262) Sara recalls the black also worship the Black Madonna, which is obviously confused. According to written by Franz de Ville (Tziganes, Brussels 1956), Sara was a ROM

ok .. that you turn the turn .. I always references Ribecco very nice ^ _ ^ ^___^ me happy: D

Sunday, August 10, 2008

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Sometimes They Come Back ...

New life, new account .. I do not know if they are "new" I, too, but I'm trying.

For those who know me and those who do not know me, the My old account was [info] micia_persiana , accounts of which I can not find your login. A sign of destiny. Basically what I want to talk has almost nothing to do with that time. In recent years it

things have happened ...
all have as our guiding my soul searching. I finally became aware of the fact that the Catholic Church there have nothing to do, and are not obliged to join, although it seems very fashionable to be (you want for numbers for convenience).
So I did a time when I studied the Bible alone .. looking for an answer that did not come. I tried to talk with an evangelical pastor, who helped me a lot. I think more to the fact that I was able to listen to the answers that religion itself.
I tried to attend the Waldensian church in Brescia, in the same Bible study and various meetings. As far as experience was very nice, I still could not feel at ease. I tried to follow the letter of the rules dictated by the Bible (kosher food, etc.).
But then one evening, [info] feandil , pointed out to me in msn as my choice was still an obligation to any child. Son who would live as required, and already chosen his life written on this subject. Then that was what I hated as a child and adolescent: the fact of not being able to choose from. Not being able to talk to different people, researching, studying and then choose. Here

replaces another of my old friend, a friend who at the time of elementary and middle was in my own country, then the time of the end of high school she moved to Rome. One night he was chatting in msn, until we went to argmento. The exhibitors have my doubts, my concerns, my ideas. She suggested I try to go back to my passion, that I had brought forward for all elementary, middle and early high school years .. there were not many that I'm passionate about: Ancient Egypt, the esoteric, fairies and little people and the mysteries. These are the things I always flow rates below .. so much so that have often been the subject of debate / discussion with my husband [info] firebat792 . Taken to follow my passions with new vigor (I must say that I finally managed to conoronare a dream of my life: to see the Egyptian Museum in Turin ... thanks Daniel! ^ __ ^). Meanwhile my ideas in religion continued to clash with those of Christianity. Above all, I continued to discuss the phrase "... the Most High does not dwell in houses made by human hands" I understood that you can not worship God in a church because it is a sacred place and get out and believe to be far from God itself, as if there is a God is everywhere, and especially not within their churches. Also
more I tried to historical documents, most of the Christian religion seemed to be just a bad copy of various religions are much older.

Obviously, as I debate, curious and always looking, I could not bear to try to make the majority continued the draft of what could actually be the right path. Alice then referred me to a site .. I will talk later .. when I have more time ..
I can only anticipate that the sister of my grandmother was right in my opinion .. his son (still alive luckily for me) once said that everything has its "Dope", dubbed in Italian (but not in the sense of same) ... the sun and the moon ... summer and winter ... how could they think the politically correct that there was only one God? Where would the balance? And why force for men?

Kisses