Securing A Leaning Mirror

Dearest love dark

Author: Kikyo
Characters: L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel
Status: Complete
Rating: PG
Warning: Shounen-ai
Pairing: tetsuxhaido [L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel]
Summary: [...] Again, the same dream.
A long corridor, and dark, a locked door, and then nothing [...].

again the same dream.
A long corridor, and dark, a locked door, and then nothing.
I wake with a start in a sweat, and my head explodes.
The blood boils veins, and the heart beats so strong that I feel the strong pulse in my ears.
It 's a strange feeling, that I feel when I find myself wandering through the dark labyrinth, without being able to get out.
E 'heartbreaking.
As if you cut my breath. How
themselves choking ... drowning in a sea of muddy water. My
jolt, and my heavy breathing, panting and scared, did you even wake up.
I'm sorry ...
"Tet-chan, you've got?" I get a bit 'worried.
"Nothing ... just a bad dream. Sorry if I woke up. "
A caress on the cheek and a kiss on the forehead, enough to reassure you.
To make you smile a little ', and I leave the warmth of sleep you have left.
"No matter ... it's just a nightmare. "
Already ... only a nightmare ...
The reality is different ... nothing is so dark.

Suburban Ptac Gas Heating

Author: Kikyo
Characters: L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel
Status: Complete
Rating: R
Warning: Shounen-ai
Pairing: tetsuxhaido [ l'arc ~ en ~ ciel]
Summary: [...] 's night. Your house is dark. He cries ... the hugs, the hold strong ... would like to remain so for the rest of your life, wishing that the night would never end. At the same time ... would you run away, away from that figure that clings to your chest while you bathe in tears sweater, whispered the name of a cherry tree, which does not hear his voice anymore. Would you like to get away from that person that you love so much, and get the damn cherry, wherever it is, and vent your anger against the whole ... up to overthrow a fury of punches.
But stay, because you know to be her only lifeline [...].

Because of the many things that could happen is your destiny had chosen one? Because of the many people who exist in the world, you had to just fall in love with him? Unanswered questions, vivid, yet evanescent as steam flooding mind you, as an overwhelming flood. I was reading, or listening to words full of meaning, which left indelible traces of the man who wrote them. The emotions that I feel every time on stage began to fill the voice of your notes, and every time rested his lips on the microphone, they were so strong that you could not even imagine could be real. You wondered if he knew to be that miracle, that charmed the audience every time ... that enchanted you, it was really sweet person and child he had known long before, in your Osaka. But not finding the answers, not finding the conclusions to your thoughts, now you had stopped to reason. C 'it was you ... he was there ... and alone was enough to erase all the rest ...

's night. Your house is dark. He cries ... the hugs, the hold strong ... would like to remain so for the rest of your life, wishing the night would never end. At the same time ... would you run away, away from that figure that clings to your chest while you bathe in tears sweater, whispered the name of a cherry tree, which does not hear his voice anymore. Would you like to get away from that person that you love so much, and get the damn thing cherry, wherever it is, and vent your anger against the whole ... up to overthrow a fury of punches.

But stay, because you know to be her only lifeline.

now only trusts you ... wants to be alone with you.

While the hugs, and wiped her cheeks, trying to resist the temptation to tell him it is useless ... that is not coming back ... Sakura now will not come back to him.

You do not have the heart to say, would do too badly. It hurt him is the last thing you want.

"S-sorry ... Tet-chan ... we can stay more ... a bit 'like that? "you ask. The squeeze as hard as you can ... you would not ever allowed to get away from you. "Of course ... I embrace you all the time you want." Reply, kissing his forehead. In your room, lie on your bed, you feel you against your tiny little body, and as her tears stop going out, seems to calm down and fall asleep. And as I look at it, to yourself, humming one of the best songs he has written.

"Gripping my dearest love ... driven by wind and time, I watched ... this is all an illusion? "

A ray of sunlight filtered through the window, I woke up from your sleep shallow. You seem to Essert just fallen asleep, when you open your eyes. You turnarounds between the covers to try next to you, a little body heat.

find his place empty ... feel a nice smell from the kitchen. You get up, go in the direction of good smell, and see Haid, busy preparing breakfast. "Good morning, Haidar ..." you say, by sitting on a chair beside the table. Hands you a cup of coffee and says, "Good morning, Tet-chan" with a faint smile. "I made you breakfast" adds, putting you in front of a plate full of food. "I wanted to thank you for what you do for me. Although, I realize that cooking is very little. "" But I do not even think about it ... do not need you to do something to counter ... "" Yes, but ... you do so much ... "I interrupted, passing on his beautiful face expression grateful. You get up, put your hands on the shoulders and stared into her eyes. "Listen ... I do it because it goes to me. Not because I want something in return, ok? Do not you ever come strange ideas, right? "" Ok ...". Taking the face in his hands, you drop a little on him, and kisses her cheek. "Now sit down and eat, we also have to go to work today." Finally, after so long, Haid appears on the face of a smile. True and sincere. And of course, does not smile because you said you have to go back to work ... rather because they finally feel accepted again. He knows that he'll be there forever ... therefore remains only to make him understand your feelings.

We hope that it will soon pass all the pain you feel.

After eating his breakfast, the singer went to the bathroom for a good morning shower ... expect it in the living room, sitting on the couch with his head resting on the palm of your hand.

Thought you back to the night before ... This has been common for several months, Haidar has cried all her tears, close to your chest.

seems that at night, her pain increases, because, in the dark, feels even more strange that loneliness that comes with it during the day.

Stupidly, did you whispered a soft "I love you" ... but could never hear ... sleeping at last appeased at least some 'of his anxiety, and anyway, even if he was awake, I doubt that would hear your voice, which was little more than a faint whisper. Suddenly, you hear the bathroom door open, and Haid reach into the living room. "I'm ready." I said. Do you see wearing the coat and put your hands in your pocket. "Ok ... So, let's go. "Take the car keys and you go to the study of Ki / oon. It is not very happy to go back to singing, Haidar ... would rather not sing at all ... but somehow, you even get out
from the brink and back again into the sky.

agents of the record company, are planning a tour for your comeback. We must therefore decide everything to do, and besides, you still have to thank Yukihiro.

Haidar is quite friendly with the new drummer, he is as grateful to you, for having helped him during the absence of Sakura ... but at the same time, his expression lies a certain sadness ...

The same expression that shows on the stage of Reincarnation ... not be perceptible only in the eyes of the fans, too busy to get distracted on his voice and his face, to understand what is truly trying. However, your myopic eyes, but perfectly able to perceive even the slightest nuance of the character of Haida, is clearly visible. Continue to

tired of being subjected to all his mood swings, really, but you too well to blame. It is not his fault, nor anyone else ... not yours.

While discussing with the staff of the new single output, see the smoke three times more than usual ... after the meeting there back to your home. During the return trip, Haidar did not say a word. He fell asleep ... your hand strokes his hair to make it wake up the moves slightly. "Haid ... we arrived. "Opens up the eyes, and looks at you.

intensely, looking sweeter and deeper it is capable of. Then there is a tendency towards you and hugs you tight. You do not understand the true meaning of that embrace, but in his eyes, you realize that he must have had a bad dream, in that short amount of time in which he slept. Or, negative thoughts have haunted all the time ...

parts anyway its close. "H-haida ... What is it? "you ask. "I'm tired Tet-chan ..." "We go into the house, on ... 'll make something to eat? Or do you prefer to go to bed? "

" Yes .. I think I'm gonna go get some sleep '. " Once in your apartment, Haidar takes off his shoes, and heads for the bedroom.

Since Sakura is no longer with him, you are asked to stay with you for a while ', so to avoid feeling alone, and that you calm down .... Topics that standing alone in his large apartment that would have suffered even more. Join them in your room. "Come here ..." will tell you, as soon as you see. You sit beside him, leaning against the back of the bed.

"Do not you sleep?" You ask.

"I can not." I replied with a faint whisper.

"We're going back a fever? I hope everything is ok for tomorrow. You know, we have to go to that stupid party who arranged for us. "You say and feel the temperature on the forehead. "No. .. you're cold. "" Do not worry, I'll be fine tomorrow. "he says with a tone a bit 'angry." I know, Haida, the kind of festivals are just a nuisance, even if I could avoid willingly to go ... but it is a good opportunity to show us around again ... "he nods and closes her eyes. You can see a mile away that does not want to go to that party. He does not like to hear all people's eyes constantly fixed on him.

You know it will end like this ... all, he will not watch another ...

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

The restaurant is quite large and brightly lit. There are many people ... some of these, not even know. You did not come together to Haid, but ... he insisted on going to his house before the party, to take some of his clothes. All those present, just waiting his arrival, and when he finally showed up, greeted him with great handshakes and lots of compliments. He goes to the table where you sit with Ken and Yukihiro.

She sits down, and lights a cigarette. It has the blank stare ... you realize that you launch from the first glance. Does not dwell much to look, just looks away. He begins a conversation with Ken, quite quietly, and sometimes smiling at his jokes. However, in her smile there is just something wrong ... all of a sudden gets up and stretches slightly. "I go to the bathroom a second," he says and heads for the door marked Toilette. Your eyes for a moment to meet Ken. Raise your shoulders, and the nod of the "look" ... After ten minutes, still has not returned ... after quarter of an hour, you decide to join to see if there is any problem.

Open the door and find him staring at the front of the mirror image of his face ... probably has washed to clear his head, you know it, because you see little drops glistening running down her cheeks, which were once more soft and plump. You approach and look ... know him for five years now ... has not lost an iota of her beauty. Indeed, looking at him like that, with blacks and soft hair, and eyes that make you mad, you feel better than ever.

A Unlike when mistaken for a girl when she was her beautiful brown hair that curls from the thousand freed gently disarming sensuality, has acquired a sort of virility of its own, without abandoning his being kawaii, as always cry behind his fans. Suddenly he looks at you, turning a serious expression. "What?" I say, displaced. He bowed his head slightly to one side.

"Why did you come here? If you're checking for? "His tone seems a bit 'annoyed. "N-no ... I do not ... "he mumbled nonsense words.

"You're acting as a nurse, Tetsu? Look, you're not my father! "

" Haida, but you say? I was just worried because not come back ... "

" So what? I must also pay attention to how long it takes me to pee now? "Feel almost offended by his words, you turn around and try not to think that this time, Haidar has really misunderstood your intentions. You are about to leave, but the singer is close to you. You put a hand on his shoulder. "Excuse me, Tet-chan ..." I said, leaning his head against your back. "I'm sorry ... I am a little 'angry ... I take it with you that has nothing to do ... "

" Do not worry ... "you say, swallowing the anger and the desire to vent. For the umpteenth time to tell him that you're not giving up any more, all ... and that it is time that the child should stop making a fuss, and then asks forgiveness of the parents!

It forces you to turn around, to be of opposite, pushing lightly with his arm in his direction. I look in your eyes ... expression has changed ... and is so provocative, that seems to dig into it. "Kiss me, Tet-chan ..." you said with a tone of voice equally provocative. It is not a request its ... rather sounds like an order. "Kiss me ..." he says again, bringing her face to yours. Looking at those fabulous lips, which open slightly, revealing his language, you can not resist ... not even wanting to. The kissing, caressing his tongue and mouth, to have to stop to be able to resume breathing.

Watching you, and whispers, "Again, Tetsu ... kiss me again ... "You squeezes the thin arms around his neck, and while continuing to hold her on your lips, slowly, in your head, a thousand thoughts begin to swirl ...

-why this is happening?

-why so suddenly?

-all this makes any sense?

Not that I mind ... you love him, you've always wanted to kiss it, touch it, make it yours ...

but the fact that your dream has been realized so, out of the blue ... was incredible.

It seems not to be true ...

If you disconnect from you, and lets go, smiles. Again that bitter smile, you've learned to recognize as his most sincere expression ... you almost hurts, but you can not help but love him with all of yourself ...

"Let's go out?" I said, taking her hand.

, pressing close to your face. You never feel so hot, her fingers in contact with your cheeks. Close your eyes, leaving you to go to the reassuring warmth of the hand, then position it over a kiss.

When reporting your eyes on her, smiles again ... it seems that there are no words at this moment in which about your looks, and your thoughts, interbreeding with and understand.

're still confused, to say the least stunned by what just happened, but you have imagined to deny it for too long ... wanted too long to dismiss ...

Now, if it were possible, would you want to be your ... your only.

"Let's go out, Tet-chan?" He repeats, looking more deeply into her eyes.

Let go of her hand, her smile and spare parts.

"Go thou first, Haidar ... I arrive in a minute "you say.

"Ok" heads for the exit, and door stops, to launch a last look before turning away, and close behind him ...

You approach the sink and open the tap. Let the cold water will slip between his hands, as earlier you let slip the fingers of Haid ...

You dreamed of a time when you could have kissed the first time that you left enchanted by her eyes and fell in love more each day.

And now that has happened, you know just do not want to quit ... never ever.

Meet your mates out, and you reside at your table.

Haid Note that if you stand to smoke. Meet again your eyes as you take your glass and drink the cocktail that contains it.

you feel wearing the look of Ken staring at you with an expression questioning, but pretend not to notice and look away.

Ken is a humorous person ... loves to laugh, play and make fun of everyone, but it is not stupid. You know you got all of your feelings toward Haidar.

probably noticed it even before you knew it yourself.

You are friends for a lifetime and is perhaps the only person who knows you through.

not show it, but how you look, and looks like Haida, makes you doubt that he also understood that you kissed, in that narrow and dingy bathroom.

as if both there you had written in his face ...

In late evening, returning all your things and leave the club.

you walk to your car, but you stop suddenly, of his call.

"Tetsu! ... Tet-chan, wait! "E 'Haid that runs towards you. "Can I come with you?" I asked. "Of course ... get in the car, on "reply, smiling sweetly.

As you drive, the street lights and signs in public venues and shops, are reflected in your windows, and get lost in the gaze of the Haida, who suddenly turns to you and tells you.

"Tet-chan ... I liked to kiss, you know? "Take your hand off the wheel and placed it on her, hold strong. "Me too ... it is like to me, Haidar. "

Once home, the singer is lying on the couch and waiting for you to join him.

"Haid ... I ask you something? "you ask, sedendogli next.

"Yes?"

"Why were you angry before?" Is watching you hesitate for a second.

"Nothing" he finally says. "It 's that to my house, I found some things that belonged to Sakura, and I have a bit nervous', that's all."

hearing that name again, your stomach twisting and lifting a look eyebrow.

"But it does not matter now ... I want to forget as soon as possible, because now you're here in my life. "he says, taking your hand and holding it close to the cheek. We lay on a light kiss. Just like you did ... repeat your movements, to be understood that they had arrived as your ... "Last night you told me love ... right? "looked into his eyes and he smiles.

"M" but then you were awake, "replied, blushing slightly.

"Yes, I was awake ..."

"Cabbage ... then you could also tell me that I had heard, no? "

hugs you close, then kisses with his lips of fire ... "I did not have the courage, Tet-chan ... I had not realized how true were your feelings ... I was stupid, I know. "

" Tell me ... Tell me again, Tet-chan. " His face closer to your ... can feel your breath on his neck, and your voice to a whisper say the words that many aspects.

"I love you ... I love you to death. "

" Gripping my dearest love ... driven by wind and time, I watched ... this is all an illusion? "

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Elevator uphill to Paradise [Sakura side]

Author: Kikyo
Characters: L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel
Status: Complete [for the first part, click here ]
Rating: NC17
Warning: Male sex, PWP
Pairing: Sakuraxtetsu [L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel]
Summary: [...] I'd like to stay that way, watching him sleep for a long, long time. He asked me to go for testing for the group. The set for tomorrow. We'll, of course. I want to be part of her rainbow ... Surely I will wake up before him, but ... I can not sleep much. Probably, for when he will be just woke up, trying to dispose of alcohol and sex, I am already in the studio to wait [...].

Uff ... that genuine pain in the ass! I can not wait to get out in here ... L 'manic order that reigns in this office on my nerves. I feel like kicking ass!
"Thanks for everything sir, can go on the twelfth floor to withdraw his papers." Says the secretary of the office. "Goodbye" I say, and go out. I am on the first floor, I could never think of taking the stairs and walk me eleven floors. Especially in this heat that seems to fuck the brain. So I head to the elevator. E 'slow, but something that comes with patience. Oh, here it comes ... finally. Later aspect that brings me to my destination, but stops again on the second floor to let in another person.
A very pretty girl, with long red hair.
It 's very thin, e. .. oh, what a pity! It 's totally flat! What a waste! However, I am a gentleman, better educated ... maybe I do the shot!
"Good morning," the greeting, bowing his head slightly. "What floor rooms, Miss?" I ask you, but I look at it directly. Rather, the corner of my eye. She hesitates for a second. Then he speaks, and leaves me open-mouthed, out of breath. Fuck! At this very moment, I, Yasunori Sakurazawa, I took the pole in front of the most painful of my life!
"Hello, twelfth floor, thanks ..." Shit ... heck ... heck ... E 'A MAN!
I apologize to the guy that just made me take a corner of astronomical dimensions, and mumbled something about being directed on an equal footing. I think you get angry, now ... But no ... smiles at me! "No matter ... is not the first time this has happened to me exchange for a girl. "he says. Oh, it's a boy, yes ... but it has a really nice smile! A sudden awkward silence was established in the air, broken only by the sound that make the hair of the boy and joins them. Oops, he noticed that I was watching ...
"... Ehm I have been her hair to make me believe that she was a girl, you know? "I look a bit 'surprised, and leads the points of his hair before his eyes. "My hair? And why? "He asks. "Well ... her hair is so red ... are very beautiful, and seem to those of a woman. "" Oh, really? "continues to esaminarseli long. Who knows what he is thinking. It seems to me quite the guy who is embarrassed when it receives compliments. Do not even understand how I let them be so spontaneous, because I've never seen in my life. Looking better, has a delicate face. It 's very thin, and not just high ... Perhaps that is why often mistake him for a girl. To hear him talk, but is amazing to! His deep voice screeches terribly with his appearance. But ... I remember someone ... has something in the expression, in the way of moving, vaguely familiar. Even if you do not remember having ever met.
AAAHhhh, fuck! But for what masochistic reason I raise this boy so much interest?
I must surely be stupid ... I can not take your eyes off me, damn you!
Meanwhile, however, that I think, and I'll mentally swear, the elevator makes a strange noise ... oh ... um ... cabbage ... Now that's beautiful ... stopped!
"What happened?" The boy asks in alarm.
"Looks like we're stuck ..." I look around ... I try to call the alarm button, but stupidly I can not find ...
"Oh, fuck ... only that we wanted! "he exclaims. His voice suddenly cracked, betrays his irritation.
"Bad day?" I ask with what I hope is kindness.
"Bad" he says, and closes his eyes to drive away the stress.
"I'm sorry ... where is the alarm? "
" Look ... maybe it's that red button to its right. "
" Oh, here it comes ... "I gave the alarm, but ... cabbage ... but what the fuck does it take to open up? "
While we wait, however, the red-haired boy sits on the ground. Heck, I'd say something clever, but I can think of right anything good ...
So I say: "It seems that we have not yet heard ..."
"Yeah," he says. I also I sit on the cold floor.
"Well ... we just have to wait ... "I say. Then I realize that we have not even presented ...
"My name is Yasunori Sakurazawa" I say, holding out her hand. I squeezed a smile.
"Tetsuya Ogawa. Respond, and even his name is familiar to me.
"Call me Sakura, that's all they call me." I say.
"Oh ... Tetsu call. "she answers, and the diminutive of his name I know even more familiar name. Possible that I may have already known? Yet I am sure that he had never seen ... However, I do not know why, but I remain enchanted by her smile again ... and I tell him. So now you feel my eyes on him anyway.
"Thank you, Sakura ... second is the compliment that I do in half an hour ... I will finish with the feel embarrassed. "Excuse me, and murmured something about having a face with features sweet bike, and not be offended if I say too that really looks like a girl. Repeats that is not the first time and smiles at me again ... One moment, this is strange ... because I'm excited? No, not normal, not normal at all ... is not possible. I have to change the subject, or do I need to let me, to let off some steam. So, let's see ... a topic ... any ... well, found it!
"... Ehm and what do you do in life, Tetsu? "Well, quite common speech, and not very demanding, so it's good! He says he is a musician, playing in a band and not yet famous ... is a bass player ... played in the L 'Arc ~ en ~ ciel ... here is where I had seen! I've been to their live just a few nights ago ... and in fact was the member of the group that struck me most, after the singer, who was small and beautiful to die. I do not deny that he exchanged himself for a woman ... I have some problems with Vista Ultimate. And hell, he proved me wrong with his voice ... deep, warm and absolutely beautiful! However both, I say that I am a musician. I'm a drummer ... strange coincidences of life. Right now his team is in crisis because his drummer was abandoned. By liberation, I tell aftermath of their history as a band, but above all as friends. It 's amazing ... can make me see his dreams and his life as clear as the sun ... me makes them feel almost as if I had I lived in the first place. Actually, I'm a pretty talkative person, I would say even talkative at times, but given the circumstances, I can not help but listen to the silence of hanging. At least forty minutes have passed since we're stuck here. In addition, small and poorly lit places I have not never liked them, they gave me an unpleasant feeling of claustrophobia, but at this moment, I think I was lucky to get stuck in here with Tetsu. If we had ascended directly to the twelfth floor, maybe we would not have even exchanged a word, and we would continue to go straight to our streets. And I would certainly be sorry to lose the opportunity to meet a person like him. I compliment him on his team, especially regarding its lead singer, who described to me as a kind of cry baby mama's boy, but so, so adorable. He stands in silence for a moment, then says, "Listen, Sakura ... Would you like to do some testing with us? I'd love to hear you play ... " I look at it for a moment deep into the eyes, then I decide to take it a bit 'around. "It would be a statement? We're hitting on me, Tetsu? "
" C-... what? N-no ... I did not mean ... v-I just wanted ... "I laugh, but he blushes, so the tears away. How sweet it is! "Quiet, about ... I was joking. I know you said only that the utility would have on your team ... if you think about it ... "" Really? "" Yes, I mean really ... "
" Oh, so thanks ... without a doubt, your help would save my ass ... "Again the same feeling as before. A strange excitement is pumping through my veins, only asking to be free ... to flow elsewhere. I'm closer to him ... now I have completely lost their minds ...
"I know that you could use my help, Tetsu ... But ... more ... costs rather expensive. "He looks at me with a pure expression of amazement ... perplexity. No way, is adorable as hell ... and I know that I am going to do fine, because even if he is a man, I want to kiss ... I want to tighten it, do it my ... it scream of pleasure ... even if you do not know at all, I want to fuck at any cost ... grabs his face in his hands, and began to kiss on the lips, gently stroking his tongue ... It 's wonderful ... the touch of his lips on mine, causing me shivers down my spine. I continue to kiss, to touch every inch of her beautiful, I let you hold me, masturbate while ... then face the wall, and I begin to have sex with this hot body, I wanted his first smile ...


Along the streets of Tokyo, easily walk to return to my apartment ... I feel happy ... I left my number with Tetsu, I hope you call me soon ... At that point, I'd be even happier.



Wow! My cell phone is ringing! What timing! It 's amazing ability of people to call me while I'm always in the shower. I go out and wrap a towel around his waist, dripping water coming up over the phone.
"Hello?"
"... Ehm ready, Sakura? I am, Tetsu. "
" Hey, hello ... "
" I'm sorry, I ... I disturbed? "His voice sounds a bit 'embarrassed ... is the first time I hear it so ... trembling. Well, to tell the truth, I heard his voice in a very special moment, yesterday ... eh, yeah ... I can assure you that while pants, enjoy, and screams of delight, his voice is absolutely fantastic ...
"No, do not bother me ... that is, I was taking a shower ... "I say, running a hand through his wet hair. "Oh, sorry, if you want I can call back later ..." "Nah, no problem ... forward, Tetsu, what you want tell me? "She hesitates for a moment ... I can almost hear her breathing. Most were trying to take courage to say something.
"... Ehm I actually ... I was wondering if we could see ... if you like, in fact. "But of course I should!
"Yes, I'd love to. When shall we meet? "
" I do not know ... would be good tonight? "
" It's all right ... "Well, after taking a little note, regardless of the time and place of the appointment, hang up the call, and I'm going to dry properly, to avoid taking a damn . I look in the mirror set into the cabinet, while wearing one of my usual black T-shirts, a pair of jeans as blacks ... ouch ... I have something that burns my neck ... I approach the mirror to see better. Uh ... are scratches ... and were made by Tetsu. It can not be otherwise, was the last person I had sex. Yes, now that I think I remember distinctly that I did as he was scratched. Never mind ... not become bad for just a couple of scratches ... indeed, it is almost really cool! I have to ask him to do with it more often ... eh, so it would be just an excuse to go to bed!



"I had fun with you tonight." I said suddenly, as both, we head home. We were eating in a room quite frequently, and we drank a lot. "I ..." I say smiling. Arrived in front of the door of his small apartment, Tetsu pulls out a pocket of his jeans, keys, and sticks in the lock. We enter, and I take off my shoes, looking around curiously. "It's not much, but it is comfortable ..." he said, referring to the house. I nod, smiling. "I'll make some coffee, Sakura?" He asks, but I take the hips, and gently push it against the nearest wall. "No. .. now I just want to kiss you ... "He shakes his arms around his neck, now kiss me naturally. It 's more relaxed than the first time. And now that his tongue slips over on my knowledge, I am really realize how good ... kisses
"I want to have sex, Tetsu ... I want you. "I tell him, his face inches from her, tickling her lips with my breath. "Let's go ..." he says, and took my hand, leading me to the bedroom. I continue to kiss him, while the bare, almost in a frenzy ... slowly, quietly on the mattress under me. His body completely naked gives me the shivers ... and here we are again, to feel emotions of a moment already lived. Already experienced an orgasm. Exploring her skin with my hands ... now, it also seems that the procuring more pleasure. It 'something that we have already done so, the two of us together ... but for some reason, my excitement too does not allow me to seize the moment, this time is three thousand times more enjoyable. Even when I put a finger into the narrow entrance to the hot and his body relaxes more quickly, blushing slightly. When then went in, and begins to penetrate quickly and forcefully, as he shook his erection, moans, gasps and cries with all the power contained in his lungs. The'm doing wrong, that's for sure ... I understand the way it twists every thrust. But somehow, it is also extremely enjoying.
Honestly, I still could not tell where born, any interest that I feel for him ... is the first time I ever felt so sexually attracted to someone. Is it because I'm tired of the usual easy girls, who give all, without a hint of shame, too often. Somehow, I feel that with tetsu is different ... and not only because it is a boy.
Unable to hold over my pleasure, I come in her slender body, his legs Streaking hot sticky liquid, freed from my orgasm. Panting, I slowly retreat from him, lying on the bed. I lay back, so that it rest on my chest, to avoid making him feel too much pain to sit. Her face is still red, I feel it hot against his chest, and her long hair tickling my stomach. Move your head slightly, leaving a soft kiss on my nipple. He looks at me, and looks into my eyes for a long moment. Now share an unspeakable secret. We are accomplices ... we're lovers. I would like to continue to be so. The emotions that he gives me, go far beyond happiness. Besides the rapid excitation at any time. His sweet brown eyes are still fixed on me. His expression is naive, though languid ... reminds me of a child. Suddenly her lips stretch, opening in a delicate smile. He says nothing. It seems not to have the intention. He smiles only. Parts, then leans back her head on my chest, and falls asleep.

I'd like to stay that way, watching him sleep for a long, long time. He asked me to go Evidence for the group. The set for tomorrow. We'll, of course. I want to be part of her rainbow ... Surely I will wake up before him, but ... I can not sleep much. Probably, for when he will be just woke up, trying to dispose of alcohol and sex, I am already waiting for him in the studio.
stroked his hair for a while '... soft and silky, giving a nice feeling to the touch. Then I fall asleep too ... I will remain so, tighten it, until we are affected by the first rays of morning sun.

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This leaves a 'I love you pretend

Author: Kikyo
Characters: L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel
Status:
Complete Rating: NC17
Warning: Male sex, PWP
Pairing: tetsuxhaido [L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel]
Summary: [...] He could not focus and the reason was basically one : Tetsu. She thought of him for a long time now, but it seemed as if he were not the bass player never realized. With him there was always something more than the others and a couple of times on stage, had also kissed, but there was nothing but fanservice. Away from the spotlight, however, Haid he wanted to kiss Tetsu seriously wanted to become a make from those very thin arms, but which belonged to the strongest person he had ever known [...].

The trill of the phone had arrived unexpectedly. He turned in blankets white as his skin, and stretched out an arm to grab the phone on the nightstand.

"P-ready?" He said sleepily.

"Good morning" greetings sarcastic Tetsu had come loud and clear, and Haid jumped out of bed, realizing that if the leader had called him at home on Saturday morning, it meant that something was wrong. In fact, looked at the clock on the bedside table, marking exactly a quarter past eleven. "Man, Tet-chan! I did very late .... I dress and I'll be right! "without waiting for a response from Tetsu, got out of bed and began to dress at the speed of light. The night before had been very late with the rest of the group, had been drinking heavily and did not even know how he returned home. So he had come to forget that morning there was a meeting of the whole group to discuss the new single.

came to the study of Ki / oon with the breath, and when he reached the others, Tetsu looked up to watch it, he took off his glasses and said, "You can know what the hell have you been doing, Haidar? By chance you've eaten the alarm? "" No. .. is that I have not yet fully recovered from the hangover from last night ... I'm sorry. "Tetsu sighed, then added," Next time, think more before you drink like a sponge! "Haid made a face injury, and attempted to fight back. "Look, you drank too much yesterday ..." he said, looking down. He made an 'expression as a puppy, and he did it on purpose, knowing that Tetsu could not resist in any way to a nose so cute. Tetsu smiled fact, the tousled hair and said more gently: "But you see I'm standing more than four hours and I know exactly how I have recorded to the registry." "Of course," interjected Ken, who was smoking with legs stretched out on the table. "Nobody is like you ... Char you are! "After a slight eye on the guitar, Tetsu grabbed the keys to their cars that were on the table beside him, and threw it against them to him. "Then forgive me, Tet-chan?" Said Haidar. Bassist hesitated for a moment, then realized it just was not possible groped a lecture to a pet so adorable, just shook his head and said, "Okay, you're forgiven. But now you work seriously! "" And I thought, "said Ken, extinguishing his cigarette in an ashtray," It is ten years working together and still have not figured out why he gets Haid always Tet-chan. "" Did you say something, Ken? "said the bass player, without even deigning to raise his face to watch it. "No. .. nothing, nothing. "

were two o'clock when they finished work and could finally go home. Haid had returned to his apartment reluctantly had paraded the shoes of bad grace, and had begun to prepare something to eat. The headache persisted since he opened his eyes, so after ensuring that his stomach had been filled in properly, the singer went into the living room, settled under the kotatsu hot and she drank a cup of coffee , was trying to write the next song, which was to be complete with music and arrangements within three weeks, but he could not write more than a few lines. He could not focus and the reason was essentially the same: Tetsu. She thought of him for a long time now but it seemed that the bass player if he had not ever know. With him there was always something more than the others and a couple of times on stage, had also kissed, but there was nothing more than fanservice . Away from the spotlight, however, Haid he wanted to kiss Tetsu seriously wanted to become a make from those very thin arms, but which belonged to the strongest person he had ever known. Several times it was even excited to think about the bass player who made love with him. Can you imagine what would have been perfectly fine, getting fucked from Tet-chan and her scream of pleasure. He did not know how to call that feeling nestled in his heart and his mind ... maybe passion .... perhaps sexual attraction ... or maybe it was just with the eyes of love that Haid saw certain images so distinct, yet at the same time fading like smoke. Taken by these thoughts, the small singer left his post under the kotatsu, took her coat, car keys and went to the apartment of Tetsu. It was about four in the afternoon, the street and there was not much traffic, so arrived at the destination quickly. He knocked on the door of the bass player, and waited. There was clearly a "Wait!", Then Tetsu came to the door. Needless to stimulate the most hidden fantasies of Haida, was in a bathrobe, still wet. A droplet of water fell down from the front of the bassist, following the line of her cheek as she would shed a tear, and died in her lips, and Haid would have liked to be that lucky drop that had crossed the threshold of its most , deep, hidden desires ...

"Haid ... what are you doing here? "Tetsu said, moving aside to let him enter the house. "I spent this way ..." the singer lied, looking down. "I see that you gave to your Usually canary yellow bathrobe bathrobe "said smiling. "I gave up a lifetime ago ... you do not like this green? "" Mah .. we say that is a bit more decent than that. However, bother you? "" No. .. I was taking a shower ... "for some strange reason, the bass was slightly blushed, and murmured that he was going to dress. "You, meanwhile, make yourself comfortable." He disappeared up the stairs, heading to his room and returned fifteen minutes later, wearing jeans and a light blue sweater. He had not even dried my hair, and the water on his brown hair made him look like an adorable chick all wet. "I'll buy you a cup of coffee?" Asked Tetsu. "Or would you prefer tea?" "No, thanks ..." Haid said, "I've already got plenty of both, may be enough for today." They looked for a second, then the singer said: "In fact, Tet-chan ... I came because I wanted to see you. "" I'm sorry, but we saw this morning, no? "" I know, but ... " "No. .. I'm glad that you stopped by. In fact I'd come to you today if I had not anticipated. "Tetsu looked into his eyes and when he met that look so beautiful and seductive, she was shivering with excitement. "Haid ... I think I really love, you know? "Haid he felt lacking for a while ... did not expect to hear something like that suddenly. Indeed, he was sure that at that time Tetsu was not romantically involved. "Really?" He said, displaying a belief that in this context does not belong to him "Who is the lucky ... I know her? "" Yes, in fact, ... better than anyone else. "" Eh? "Haid he could not understand. "What are you talking about?" Haid ... the fact is that she is not ... I ... I ... I think I'm in love with you. "Hearing those words, the singer opened his eyes, unable to believe his ears to him. "D-really?" He asked. "S-si ... I think so. "He hesitated, then kissed him Haid, feeling the warmth of a mouth and the flavor of a language that would fain long time. Plane slid between the lips of the bass player, and with coy movements of the tongue, licking the other's. When it broke away to catch his breath, squeezed the Tetsu, kissing her neck, then a whisper "I love you, Haidar ... I want you here, now ... "very exciting. Haida gasped feeling the touch of the language of the bass player on his neck, and said, "A-then ... take me ... s-fuck me as well ... g and f-me-enjoy ... as you can ... "Tetsu took his shirt and began to lick her nipples, while with his hands down below, and undid his pants. She took off her sweater and in turn felt harden her sex ... down below, on the body of Haida, belly up, stopped for one second to play with her piercing, surrounding it with his tongue and lips. Then he took off his pants completely to the singer, and noted that he was excited and as hard as him, so he began to masturbate with his hands and mouth, licking from the testicles to the penis. Shook for a moment, causing the moans of pleasure Haid, more and more strong and regular. "Ah ... Tetsu-to ... ah ... wait ... I do it ... "he said and he led his own mouth to the genitalia of the bassist. At the same time, licking and sucking one of the other sex. Tetsu was going mad with pleasure, feeling those lips soft and provoking her own body. "Ah ... ah ... H-haida ... s-p-per'm ... ah ... v-ahead "" Ah ... even i-I ... "Then came, almost at the same time. Breath, Haid turned and opened her legs and invited to Tetsu entrargli inside, and when he finally entered, with strength and determination, both shouted with pleasure, and Haid also cried in pain. But the singer did not care nor feel pain, because he knew that his beloved Tet-chan did not care would never have done it on purpose, or bleeding, because in those drops of his own blood and their orgasms had concentrated all his happiness. Finally, what he wanted for so had finally come true. Tetsu had finally made his own. The moment was the bass player, freeing up its liquid, with which bathed the small body and hot Haida, the singer felt a sense of relief and when detached and lay down on the cold floor next to a 'hugged each other and narrow down her cheeks, and went down a few tears.

"P-why ... p-cry, Haidar? T-c-I did so badly? " Tetsu asked, worried, stroking his hair.

"N-p-per is not that ..." said Haidar. "I'm just happy, Tet-chan ..." "H-haida ... thank you. "" For what? "" For giving me such beautiful emotions ... thank you very much. "" Not at all, "murmured the singer, still panting, then kissed him again.

"Tet-chan ..."

"Yes, Haidar?"

"I love you ... I love you. "

I said I love you, that day ... I will never forget. She told me many times ... but that first time together, I'll never forget. It was the first time that two insignificant words such as "I love you" I looked so beautiful, and meaningful.

I said I love you ... all that was ... all that remains ... everything will be ... forever.

Do I Have To Let My Eyebrows Grow Before Waxing

My

Author: Kikyo
Characters: L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel
Status: Complete
Rating: NC17
Warning: Male sex, lemon
Pairing: tetsuxhaido [L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel]
Summary: [...] probably never try more excitement ... is the only certainty that accompanies you every day of your life. Your damn ... is to always have that pair of beautiful eyes that look at you gently, sometimes scared of what you are. It 's a curse, but the only thing that allows you to move forward, the only thing you need. The only thing I ask. Both know they have lost any chance of escape from each other, from the moment you met for the first time ... In fact, a stare a contatto con una persona come Haido, ti rendi conto che non puoi fare a meno di essere attratto da lui […].

Probabilmente, non proverai mai emozioni più forti... è l'unica certezza che ti accompagna ogni giorno della tua vita. La tua dannazione... è l'avere sempre quel paio d'occhi stupendi che ti guardano con dolcezza, talvolta spaventati da quello che siete. E' una maledizione, ma è l'unica cosa che ti permette di andare avanti, l'unica cosa di cui hai bisogno. L'unica cosa che pretendi. Entrambi sapete di aver perso ogni probabilità di scappare l'uno dall'altro, dal momento in cui vi siete incontrati per la prima volta... infatti, to be in contact with a person such as Haida, you realize that you can not help but be attracted to him. It 's like a mirage that you can not even groped to steal, why do you strike with tremendous force, disproportionately exaggerated, when compared with its small size. This same force, moreover, has come into your life, and ultimately becomes necessary, without you noticing. You always had an enormous need of his presence next to you ... and not only as a singer of your band, but as a person, as a man ... despite all exchange for a nice girl, maybe you were the only really see it as it was. Did you in fact tell the guy who always arrived late With each test, and you had to scold every day because they smoked too much, from the beautiful creature who challenged the boom intertwined around it, as if we were doing the love ... You could see these two personalities Haid is completely split from each other, as if they belonged to two different bodies and two souls. However, on stage you caused, and how ... and admitting frankly ... I was literally going crazy ...

was a day of 1995 ... Within a few days would be released your third album, Heavenly ... were happy because things were going well. In the recording studio we were complimented with the other components, with a smile, as would any proud leader of his teammates. In response, Ken Haid and you had fixed his eyes wide in disbelief for your kind words. Sakura had smiled in turn and I had beaten him on the shoulder. "We're big!" I had heard, and then he lit a cigarette. It happened rarely compliments me to do, in fact, usually you were always very serious and always ready to scold those who do not work hard. And just that was enough to justify the amazement of the Haida and Ken.
was a day like any other in 1995, when I find you to be in love ... after the test that day, I had put down in its case, you had your hair tied into a long ponytail and you were directed to the window to open e far passare un po' d'aria. Ti eri fermato a guardare il cielo, senza per altro riuscire a vederlo davvero, preso com'eri, dai tuoi pensieri. Pensavi al lui, ad Haido, e più ci pensavi più ti rendevi conto che, inevitabilmente, avevi finito per amarlo. Dandoti mentalmente dello stupido, per esserti innamorato di un ragazzo, avevi chiuso gli occhi e avevi sfilato gli occhiali, massaggiandoti le tempie appesantite dal peso dei tuoi pensieri, ed eri leggermente sobbalzato, quando avevi sentito una mano piccola e calda poggiarsi sulla tua spalla. Anche se non ti fossi voltato, non avresti stentato a riconoscere il calore di quella mano. “Cosa c'è, Tet-chan?” ti aveva chiesto Haido, piegando la testa di lato, come un cucciolo too good. "Nothing, Doihachan, nothing ..." I started to call it that, since I had shown for the first time to be a little 'childish and a bit' careless, naive and sweet. Although it was a nickname that drew her to be a bit 'a disaster, at times, used it with affection and he did not mind. It was almost as if he was aware, that called him this, just because you wanted really good. At that time, was your best friend, took it as a brother, and every time he touched you, write the music for his lyrics, I think it was natural to him.
"Tet-chan ... What are you thinking? "I did turn to the window, I had loose hair, and had started to gently caress, rubbing softly, as he always did. How do you like it. You were relaxed under the touch of his fingers that you ran through the skin, then stopped on the neck and massaged as he always did after the show, when you hurt by the weight of the low sustained for a long time. "Nothing really, trust me, Doihachan ... oh, what a beautiful
, becomes increasingly good at massage. "He smiled weakly. "Of course, with all the practice I do with your back ..." He had also approached Ken, pontificate and had a "Hey, coconut leader, because I do not ever do the massage?" Haid had looked at him wrong. "Fuck, Ken, you do not love me as Tet-chan ... You have them do one of your women, massage. "The guitarist had laughed, then he said that he was right Haid, ergo he greeted them, to go and pick up. As expected, although Sakura had joined him, and taking their belongings were both released, closing the door behind him. "Ok ... enough, thanks ... "you said to Haida, and you were smiling shot. You were leaning on the sill, and drive the ford, as he walked toward the table where he kept his stupid cigarettes, which feared they would have ruined that beautiful voice, and that you would gladly snatched from his hand and flew out the window. He had turned one, and as I watched him take it lips and pull a shot, felt a slight envy, longing, which was touching the damn cigarette. You wanted to tell him she loved him, wanted to kiss him and maybe take it there, where you are, but you did not have the courage. You did not know how to deal with the topic, and especially feared his reaction. I had seen him sit on the bench, and you wonder why it had not yet gone away. Looked at him until he had put out his cigarette in the ashtray, then you were sitting next to him. It was not the first time I stayed alone in the studio, but at that moment you felt nervous, excited by his presence, enhanced by his image, which grew sharper and remained impressed, branded, against your retina.
"I'm tired, Doihachan ..." I told him, and he looked at you with interest. "Really? Then it happens to you, at times, Mr. Ogawa Leader. " He laughed, then you were let go against his shoulder, but because it was so small, a little 'pesavi's on you, so you were down and had his head resting on his legs. He again started caressing her hair.
"Listen, Haidar ..." had started, deciding to take once and for all, the issue head on. We're realizing that you could not tenertelo inside him had to say ... even if it means you hate. Even if you were angry you had not no other choice. Those eyes that could read in it, had taken away your secret ...
"There would be one thing ... that I must tell you ... and do not even know where to start to take their courage ... "you were raised by her legs looked in her face, and you said in one breath:" I ... Haid, I c-I ... In short, I love you. "I had set ... his expression betrayed his disbelief. But after a while, I smiled ... I had approached ... and I had hugged him tight. Maybe it was the last reaction you were expecting, but grabbing a good sign you had returned the hug, holding her little body gently. "I do not know how long I've waited these words, Tet-chan ... "you said in a whisper. "Eh?" You felt confused by his words ... as if he knew where he was going. Then she kissed you ... leaving perhaps understand that after you returned. Although thought was impossible, and that same dream only another of your beautiful dreams that he was always the protagonist, feeling happy for having won a territory that long with every fiber of your being, she received her tongue on you, stroking plan and go deeper in his lips warm and embracing you realize that her body was hot ... as if about to catch fire, or like he was burning with desire. Drove him on the couch in modo da essere sopra di lui, e continuavi a baciarlo con passione, a farti strada nella sua bocca con la lingua. Dopo quella che ti era sembrata un'eternità, Haido ti aveva fermato. “Andiamo a casa, Tet-chan...” ti aveva detto con quella sua voce eccitante, che bastava ti sussurrasse all'orecchio per non farti capire più nulla. Vi eravate staccati di mala voglia, avevi preso le chiavi della tua macchina ed eravate usciti dallo studio. Ti eri diretto verso casa tua, dove presto avreste consumato quel piacere che entrambi sentivate arrivare sempre più forte. Un paio di volte, mentre guidavi, Haido ti aveva carezzato la gamba partendo dal ginocchio, salendo fino all'inguine, e sentivi che qualcosa da quelle parti, stava cominciando ad indurirsi. Su per le scale, avevate continuato a baciarvi, eravate entrati in casa e avevate cominciato già a spogliarvi. Senza smettere di possedere la sua lingua tra le tue labbra, e continuando a togliervi i vestiti e a lasciarli sparsi sul pavimento, eravate arrivati in camera da letto, indossando ancora solo la biancheria intima... avevi messo Haido sul tuo letto, adagiandolo sotto di te. Lo baciavi scendendo piano con la lingua fino al collo, accarezzando con amore la sua pelle chiara. Lentamente, lasciandovi trasportare dalla passione, siete andati avanti a baciarvi e a toccare per molto, fino a fare l'amore. Finalmente, ciò che avevi sempre desiderato, si era finalmente avverato. L'avevi finalmente fatto tuo. Haido aveva il viso molto rosso, and sighed, feeling relieved when you left his body. And then the pain would pass quickly, leaving only a little 'legs and my butt sore. You were closest to him, and had stretched a hand on her back, caress her and relieve a bit 'of pain he had felt with pleasure. "H-haida ... t-m-I made you very sick ... s-sorry. "I told him, kissing his cheek. "N-never mind ... m-you made me also ... s-feel good. M-I-like solid, stable ... true ... "Had you looked deep into her brown eyes, and had read through them, everything I feel for you ... the insistence with which you had asked him to do it your own, betrayed what you wanted, what he needs you. Were now become one, and already you feel in control of a key part in the heart of the fragile creature. "I love you. I love you, Haidar. " Gathering all your strength and your courage, you would never ceased to repeat ... Did you feel happy, while massaging your back and watched him relax under the touch of your fingers long and thin, who belonged to such good hands, Haid that he would never refused to hear the caress on her body. You would have never stopped being with him. You did not know until it would last, but now it was yours, and was the only thing you really cared ... do you care about what people might think, you wanted to soltanto stare con lui. Avresti ricordato quella prima volta insieme, per tutta la vita, anche se ce ne sarebbero state altre più intense e piacevoli. Ora che l'avevi provata, non avresti mai potuto cancellare dalla tua memoria, la sensazione del primo contatto con la sua bocca, con la sua lingua, con il suo corpo... ti sarebbe appartenuto, e speravi fosse per sempre.

Due anni dopo, eravate ancora una coppia. Eravate cambiati, entrambi avevate tagliato i capelli... avevate un po' di nostalgia delle vostre lunghe chiome rosse che vi solleticavano la schiena, ma almeno ora, non vi scambiavano più per due sorelle. Era un periodo molto particolare per la tua band... Haido aveva scoperto che Sakura si drogava. Nel volerlo aiutare, e nel voler help you, you had not said anything at first. He took care of him because he had always been close friends. Many times he came home with swollen eyes, and as noted, increasingly thinner. Suddenly you did not know where to spend his time when he was not with you. One day, however ... there you had done more. Sakura had not presented the evidence, he did so constantly in the last period, and Haid had occurred more late than usual, and it seemed that she had been crying for a long time. Worried, you were close to him, had taken her face in her hands and asked: "But Doihachan ... do you know what the hell happened to you? You look upset. " Ti aveva guardato, e incontrando il suo sguardo avevi capito che qualcosa non andava. Avevi capito che la persona che lo stava facendo soffrire, era la stessa che quel giorno non si era presentato alle prove. Ma Haido aveva negato. “N-no, niente... davvero, Tet-chan sto bene.” Lo avevi guardato con sospetto, ma avevi accettato la sua risposta, tuo malgrado. Avevi più o meno inquadrato la situazione, ma ciò che ti sfuggiva era cosa ti stessero nascondendo quei due. E te ne eri accorto perché ogni volta che Sakura non veniva in studio, il cantante cercava sempre una scusa per coprirlo. Avevi lasciato perdere per un po', ma quando aveva cominciato a cantare, eri stato costretto a sospendere la musica. “Un attimo, Haido... stai sbagliando all attacks ... but what the hell you today? "try not to get angry, but you could increasingly difficult to maintain control. "S-sorry ... is that, today I just can not sing-c ... m-I get stuck in my throat the voice ... n-is not I, Tet-chan ... "he started to cry, and the sight, had completely lost his mind. "Now you just turn around! I want to say what the fuck happened, please? "I screamed, and Haid you had looked a bit 'scared. "You can know what the fuck are you doing, you and other one?" Lowered the tone of voice, he could not bear the idea of frightening. You were angry, and felt the anger rise up in me erupt like a volcano out of your body ... raising his eyes to you, you showed an expression of amazement. "S-Sakura ... I've just been to his house ... "Ken was approached to better hear the conversation. Even he understood that something had changed in the way of the drummer, and not be in the studio, it was a clear proof that the music sounded more like not his top priority. "What happened?" He asked, putting his hands on his hips. "Tet-chan ... I i-s-at this time I was at his house quite often ... v-I want to help ... i-the fact is that ... S-sakura, take drugs ... "he spoke, his voice breaking with tears. Had opened his eyes in front of that statement. Everyone had done at least once ... too, but you would never, ever have allowed that some stuff will ruin your life, would never become an addiction.
the words of Haida, it was clear, however, that the matter of Sakura was serious, and in your head already formulated the phrase: "We ended up ..."

In the following days, we were given a lot of trouble. I did not know how to divide, between taking care of the Haida and continue to love him, between the band and continue to defend it from the threatening looks of the people, the officials of the Ki / oon and what he said in general, television, and him keep up with Sakura. We're realizing more every day who do not would you have done, that we would all certainly slipped from his hand and it went against your principles, because you were not ever given up at nothing, at the cost of fighting tooth and nail with his teeth. But ... 24 February 1997 that ugly you would not never be erased from memory ... the day of the arrest of Sakura ... the day of the end of your dream. From that moment, your image slowly began to disintegrate. All the magazines you were were the protagonists, became waste paper ... there was no radio that would send your songs. No television network that would send your PV. Now you were branded by all as socially dead. What had been most hurt from it all, however, was undoubtedly Haidar. Maybe he felt guilty for not being able to help Sakura ... or perhaps would never have expected that things get that ugly turn. As far as I was concerned about you, includes all the responsibility. Everyone said it was your fault because you were the leader, and you were not able to do anything for your drummer. Without knowing that you had instead done in four to fix things. To ensure that
find his music, he even asked to write a song ... and perhaps to thank Haida, perhaps because he wanted to really well, he wrote Good Morning Hide.
Once out of prison, he had officially left the band ... would no longer be one of the colors of your rainbow, and decided not to retrace his steps, I had also submitted Yukihiro Awaji, who had played with Die and Cries. He was a good drummer and had a great style, had already made available before Sakura officially leave the group, and had agreed to go in his place.
After a bit 'of time spent away from the spotlight, after a trip to London, who had served for recuperation, Yukihiro with the team, were ready to return to the scene ... the iris was ready to reincarnate and return to dominate the skies brighter than ever ... Haid had regained a bit 'of color, and had even gained weight ... it seemed that little by little, the same trying to forget the events of the last period.
In any case, however, no one had yet managed to overcome them ... who feared that it would take quite some time.


"The water is still cold, Doihachan?" Had just returned to your home after a long day when you were torn between photo shoots, TV interviews and smiles fanservices. Were you tired, so I filled the bathtub, we had let Haida, and then there were slipped in, too, lounging behind him, with his back against the tub. With a sponge full of soap, caressed every inch of skin ... shoulders, on which rested two large 'wings tattooed angel, the neck, then down along the hairline of the chest, gently stroking his chest. "No. .. Tet-chan, okay ... is pretty hot. "" Ok ... "While lavavi the skin soft, Haid suddenly turned around and I had kissed on the lips strong, creeping with his tongue deeper and deeper. Had you close tightly in his arms, returning his kiss with passion ... He then reached out water, directing it toward your genitals, and continuing to kiss you, you had squeezed his testicles, making you go out a groan of pleasure. Then he got his fingers between your erection starts masturbating with her usual skill ... "Ah ... ah ... H-haid ... "hearing increasingly harsh in his hands, and gasped when Haid had accelerated the pace, squeezing harder, you came and let your orgasm the confusion in the tank. "Nice, Tet-chan?" I asked with his voice exciting, and if associated with that sound, the beautiful image of her naked body and wet, with that seductive that you knew from the desire to let you die, you could not hide that made you mad ... "S-si ... d-da die ... "he still had kissed, then he was leaning on your chest. You were out of the bathtub and you were lying in bed, wearing only a bathrobe, Haidar you had reached almost immediately after, dressed in your own way, bringing a can of beer from the kitchen, and sat down next to you. The sneezing and had heard you had turned in his direction. "Hey ... cooled again? "I asked him, leaning his forehead to check the temperature. "Yeah .. maybe today I got too cold ... "She had looked for a moment her lips ... The had kissed and caressed with your tongue an infinite number of times but have never ceased to excite. You were bending over him, making him lie down under you, you had looked into his eyes for a long moment, would you have wanted to miss in his eyes, until no longer even recognize yourself. The plan had kissed her cheek, down to the earlobe. "I I love ... "she had whispered, and before she could answer, she had kissed him. While your tongue stroked to Haida, your hands crossed the body, undoing his bathrobe. Then you had brought your hand on her sex, making it harden. The testes had formed, while kissing her nipples, down to the navel. Knowing that it was pleasant, you left off playing with his tongue around the piercing. In accepting his erection between her lips, she began to lick and suck, making him gasp loudly. By taking your time bathrobe, looked at him ... for the umpteenth time, he was subjected to you. Sometimes I still could not believe that such a beautiful person, could be all yours. "E-enters, Tet-chan ... Both of d-in ... "he said. He had taken his hand, intertwining his fingers with yours, as she opened her legs under you, to make room. At the first shot, he screamed in pain and began to bleed, then, slowly, becoming accustomed to the pressures, he was relaxed. I had noticed that he began to tremble, and worried, you left off. "H-haida ... w-why ... t are you ...?" I asked him, trembling, while her little arms, I encircled the shoulders. "T-ti ... I'm f-m-by-lot, but the ...?" He shook his head slightly, and some tears fell down her cheeks.
"No. .. Tet-chan ... n-no m-p-make me bad at all ... tremble because I'm fine ... "slightly lower on her face, wiped his tears with his lips. Had you hugged close, continuing to live in him, as if I had wanted to unite your souls, as well as your bodies. "C-continuous, Tet-chan ... C-t-continues to make me your ... "Driven by the excited tone of his voice, the sides had begun to move between her legs and penetrate it, but it grew faster, but try not to put too much force, not him feel pain. Haida strong gasping with each blow, pressing against your body to get you more and more. Then, among the Haida and the scream of your own, you came inside him. He heaved a sigh of relief, as you retire his little body, and you lie next to him again. Without letting go of his hand, both continued to pant, veterans from the pleasure of that sex, which so often, that in your bed, you were the protagonists. I had noticed that on the back of your hand, had left the mark of his nails when he had a strong close to the pain of the first shot.
had been through a lot ... in the last two years. Haid had suffered much, and did not deserve it at all ... became stronger, but he felt more than ever the need to always be protected, need to be tied to someone, to feel someone's priority, and that someone, in any case, whatever you'd be. He could not do without you ... he wanted to be with you more than anyone else, and was afraid of being abandoned. The terror of being alone, had always had, but you ... you you'd never done. Would you have given your power and you'd always repaired with your body. Your body ... very thin, but full of courage, would have made a shield ... until I needed it.

Without even knowing what I could expect from someone like him, without realizing it suddenly ... had become my greatest claim ...
At the same time when I listened Haid for the first time, I was planning to set up a group ... and when he took the stage of the dirty house live in Osaka, and began to sing, time stood still, and with it, my heart. Actually, as soon as I saw him ... I decided that I would become. I mean, I would have done to become the lead singer of my band at all costs ... I would not settle for anything else. I wanted his voice, I wanted him. Nothing less. Nothing more ... I do not think that there might be something in the world more beautiful. I wanted it to mine ... and when I put something in his head ... for sure ... I always manage to get it.


devote more ... eternally ... my love to you ...


Note: The last sentence is a translation of a verse of the song Eien , album Smile .

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Lift upwards, towards Paradise

Author: Kikyo
Characters: L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel
Status: Complete
Rating: NC17
Warning: Male sex, PWP
Pairing: Sakuraxtetsu [ l'arc ~ en ~ ciel]
Summary: [...] Am I wrong or this guy has just mistaken for a girl? Fortunately, however ... despite the fact that when I counterpoise to Haida, use a rather effeminate voice, when I speak normally, I have a very deep voice, and decidedly masculine. So I know that as soon as I open my mouth, I will send shattered her expectations [...].

"What a day of shit!" I think, as I head to the elevator down the hall.
I wish I knew why I missed all this time in a huge skyscraper in Tokyo, just to pay the stupid fees! Well ... labor issues in any case ...
"Calm down, Tetsuya ... is calm. Relax! "I say to myself stupidly.
Uff ... the heat is terrible, my hair is wet with sweat, plus my drummer has left me to the post three days after the recording of our first album! Pero, Pero breed of asshole! You will see how you'll be sorry when you become famous! Ah ... I just want to to know what fucking reason you're gone!
Arrival at the door of the metal cage, and hit the green button, waiting for arrivals, and open. Crossing his arms, and when the elevator opens and later, I notice a person inside. A tall, long-haired blacks up to the shoulders. I watch only for a moment ... but enough for me to realize that has a terrible beauty. He's leaning against a wall of the elevator, with downcast eyes and hands in his pockets. "Hello ..." he says. "What floor rooms, Miss?" What! Am I wrong or this guy has just mistaken for a girl? Fortunately, however ... despite the fact that when I counterpoise to Haida, use a rather effeminate voice, when I speak normally, I have a very deep voice, and decidedly masculine. So I know that as soon as I open my mouth, I will send shattered his expectations. "Um ... hello ... twelfth floor, thank you. "I reply, and in fact, has become an expression of pure amazement. "Oh ... excuse me ... uh, I had mistaken for a woman. Excuse me ... Well, we have to go on the same floor, then. Excuse me again ... "she says embarrassed, and puts his finger on the number twelve. I smile, bending his head to one side. "No matter ... is not the first time this has happened. "After that, we are both silent. He even hotter, in the elevator, seems to be hell. And to think that summer is almost over! Absent-mindedly, I tie my hair with an elastic around the wrist that I keep in a long ponytail. I feel the boy's eyes on him. I turned to look at him, and looks away. "Um ... I have been her hair to make me believe it was a girl, you know? "" My hair? "turns his face towards me ... cabbage, now that I look better, I notice that her face is not only beautiful ... has the perfect features. His eyes blacks, and insightful ... are absolutely fantastic!
"Yes .. her hair is so long, red ... so beautiful that look like those of a woman. "
" Oh, really? "I ask in amazement, taking his hands to the tips of my hair, and watching them. I do not recall anyone I've ever had compliments on my hair. I remember when I decided to make them grow, my father got angry and tried to kill me when I dyed red ... but no one ever told me they were beautiful. This guy must have a lot of success with the fairer sex ... well, it's not hard to imagine, with that beautiful and damned by that is found.
I look better ... eh, yeah, we wrote it in front of which is a womanizer.
Suddenly, however, my fantasies are disturbed by a sudden noise of the lift, which gave a start, then stop completely between the fourth and fifth floors.
"What ... What is happening? "
" It seems that we're stuck ... "the boy answered, looking around to find the alarm button.
"Oh, fuck ... only that we wanted! "curse, his eyes closing heavily.
"Bad day?" Asks politely.
"Bad ..."
"I'm sorry ... where is the alarm? "
" Look ... maybe it's that red button to its right. "I say, pointing.
"Oh, here it comes ..." keep your finger on the button long enough, then takes it off, and wait for someone to come open. After five minutes, nothing yet ...
Ten minutes ... quarter of an hour ... twenty minutes ...
"It seems that we have not yet heard ..." I consider, while I sit on the cold floor of the elevator. "Yeah ..." replied the boy, continuing to push the red button, and in the meantime hit the door with his other hand. "Nothing." He says after a while ', and sits down on the ground.
He hands me his hand. "My name is Yasunori Sakurazawa."
"Tetsuya Ogawa," I reply, shaking.
"You can call me Sakura." He says.
"You can call Tetsu" I say smiling.
"What a beautiful smile you have, Tetsu ..." he says, looking in the eye.
"Oh ... Thank you, Sakura. It 's the second compliment that makes me less than half an hour, I begin to feel embarrassed. "
" I'm sorry. And 'you've got a very sweet face ... listen, do not be offended, but it seems really a girl. "he says, convinced. "Quiet, do not insult me. I already told you that you are not the first who thinks. "Smile again, and I hold her knees against his chest, belt with his arms.
"... Ehm and what you do in life, Tetsu? "he asks, changing the subject.
"I'm a bass player ... I'm the leader of a group that I'm trying to make it famous, but it is not easy. In addition, for the moment we have no drummer. "
"Oh ... what a coincidence! "answers amused. "Huh?" Frowned, surprised by his behavior. "Why are you laughing?"
"I am a musician myself, Tetsu ... and issue a case, I'm just a drummer. "he says, making me a wink. He asks me some information about my band. I do not know why I'm talking so openly with someone who does not know at all, but his deep voice transports me. His face in question, leads me to tell him everything. That we formed in Osaka, my home town. Hiro, my guitar player left us just before moving to Tokyo, and I practically forced my best friend Ken to replace it, leaving the university, and his future career as an architect. What Haid, my singer complains constantly because he misses his beloved die from Wakayama ... And finally, that fool of a drummer bastard, asshole and selfish However, he left just before the great leap to success. "We've performed several times, some live-in houses here in Tokyo, when we moved ..." "Oh, wait ... now that I think we do ... you're that strange group of that name, right? L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel, or something, right? "He asks.
"Yes, that ..." I say, exalted by the fact we knew.
"We I heard ... Of course, I have not recognized, because usually, on stage you're cheating, but you are really good. There you can do with the bass, boy ... "he says, nodding with conviction.
"You think?" I ask. Well, actually, I know to be good, or I would not have committed so much to form a band.
"Yes, yes ... and let me tell you, your singer has an extraordinary voice ... you're really lucky to keep him as an element in the band. Not to mention that it's great on stage! "I smile, pleased, trying to imagine the face of Hideto, if he had heard the words of Sakura. He has always liked the compliments, the small vocalist ... and no, in the group, they deserve more than him ... "You know, it would be really worth to come into your group already just for him ... of course, the guitarist is very good. "continues to speak, but almost did not listen. An 'other idea flashed through my mind for a while.
I need a drummer ...
Sakura is a drummer ...
I just have to put two and two ...
"Listen, Sakura ... Would you like to do some testing with us? I'd love to hear you play ... "
me up for a moment, I suspect ... "We're trying with me, Tetsu?" He asks.
"W-what ...? N-no ... I just wanted ... "she laughs, and I blush, realizing the My output is a bit 'awkward. "Quiet ... by, joking. I know you said it would be useful to your band ... if you want, I can do a little thought. "" Really? "" Yes, yes ... "" Well, thank you, then ... without a doubt, your help would save my ass ... "
" Eh ... I know, Tetsu ... But you see ... costs rather expensive for my help. "he says, come closer to me. I look at him a bit 'surprised. "What?" I ask, as it moves from his seat, and kneeling in front of me. He gets up, holds out a hand. I take it, and I get up myself. The height difference is significant ... compared to him seem very small. She looks at me in the eyes, and smiles. His gaze goes right into my soul, her face so close to mine, makes my heart beat. It 's weird. It 's a feeling I never felt before, yet it comes over me like a wave of lava. Spare his eyes, waiting to say something. But it remains silent. His hands move to the place of his voice. The door on my cheek, stroking her. Her face is closer to mine. Then he kisses me ... His lips are warm against mine. The open plan, making us go through the language. Slowly, the sticks in my mouth, deep ... almost without realizing it, the parts. I do not believe what I'm doing ... a moment, I'm kissing a boy! Detaches to me for a moment, I look ... notes that are slightly blushed, and kisses my cheek, trying to calm down. My hands are shaking ... I do not understand anything ... in my head, the total vacuum. "Can I go on?" He asks in a whisper. And I can not understand how, but instead of answering, he began to kiss him. Taking it as an encouragement, Sakura ever kiss me passionately, pushing me against the wall of the lift with his body. Bring my arms around his neck to be tight, stroked his hair and his hands slide under my shirt, causing a shiver as I touch the back. His fingers long and hot, right down to sit, stroking. Then the door in front of my jeans. Unbuttoning them, while continuing to kiss me. I feel his hand going into my pants, squeeze and caress my testicles. I slightly lowered his pants, so you can take my penis in her hands without hindrance, and begins to masturbate. He kisses her neck, stroking the tip of the tongue. I can not help but gasp, while increasing the speed of his hand.
"I like it, honey?" I asked, breathing against my ear.
"S-si ... ah! "I say. "Tell me what you want ... forward, let me hear what you like ... "she asks provocatively, and holds more than my erection. Unable to hold back my moans, I close my eyes, and secure hands on his shoulders, I do what I asked, under his complete control. Stifling a scream of pleasure, scratching his neck, and I come, wetting his hand. Starts to kiss me, and in turn lowers his pants. I turn, making me put her arms to the cold wall, and begins to caress her hips. He sticks two fingers inside me, slowly ... the pain makes me wince, and I stroked her hair, whispering, "Relax, sweetheart ... stay cool. "pushes her fingers deeper. I feel my cheeks burning, for the effort not to scream. Then pull your fingers, and I enter into ... begins to move faster, penetrating more and more strong. I'm pretty bad, but with the pain I feel like a stranger. A pleasure that I knew I could try, before ... Shit, I do not know why I'm doing fucked by a man, but I love it ... I feel my legs wet, and I realize that I must be bleeding. It pains me greatly now, but Sakura seems to have understood, and moves with more kindness in my body. Keep pushing, keep trying to pick again and again, but more slowly. Almost afraid to break, he began to stroke slowly ... broom rather brutally, but his fingers caress know also so sweet, as if touching a piece of jewelry. Approaching orgasm, intensifying his thrusts again. His voice is mixed with mine, our cries are quite strong. Fortunately, the elevator is soundproof! Suddenly, I hear his last thrust, more painful than others, and is, leaving whitish, sticky liquid flowing down my thighs. Exits from my body, breath, and slide down to the floor exhausted. Painful to smear my bag ... Luckily I always carry with me the Kleenex. I give some to Sakura, I whispered a 'thank you' enough stifled and winks at me. We clean up quickly, and we put on, almost without saying a word. Shit, I know this person less than an hour, and I left so fucking as if nothing had happened? no ... definitely not from me. Especially because he is a man, and I've never had doubts about my sexual preference. However is, to hell with the saw mental Sakura fuck this really great! Raised from the floor to riabbottonarmi jeans, I acknowledge a deep thick buttocks. "Ah, ah ..." I moan, Sakura turns to face me. "I'm sorry ... I hurt a lot, right? N-I did not want ... "is justified a bit 'embarrassed. I shake my head and smile. Approaches and touches my cheek again. "Ah, yes ... You got a nice smile. "
I thank him once again for the compliment, then suddenly returns to the alarm button, and pushes it firmly. Incredibly, this time we have heard. In less than a minute, the car and resumed his ride to the twelfth floor. The doors open and exit. Hands me a ticket. "It 's my phone number, Tetsu ... Call me when you have decided on the evidence. "He turns and begins walking towards the office where it is directed. I stand looking at the sinuous line of her body. Suddenly he turns back again.
"Hey, Tetsu! Even if you change your mind about the group, call the same, ok? See you, honey! "He smiles, and goes in his direction. Yes
.. I really think I'll call ...

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Two days later

"Hey, Char ... you're late! It 's the first time this has happened! Even Haid came before you! "
" He ' Shut up, Ken ... for the love of God is silence! I broke my head! "I say, go into the studio.
"For the love of Arznable, you mean ... he was not your personal God? "
" Ken, do me a favor ... go fuck yourself! "
Well ... Yesterday evening, I saw Sakura ... we ate together, drank a lot, and it still hurts your butt, because I fucked again! I still feel the aftermath ...
"It 's got a new drummer, Tet-chan!" Haid yells, running up to him.
"Hmm?" I look up, and I realize at that moment only the presence of Sakura.
"Hello ... I came to do some testing as I had asked. "he says, sitting behind the drums. "Tet-chan, you already know?" "Yes .. that is, no, we met ... "I answer the question of the Haida, in conspicuous embarrassment. Sakura looks at me with an unequivocal expression of the type: "Ah, so now you ignore it, eh?" Tet-chan, let's keep it, is very good! And it's too cool! "Says Haid all gloating. "Really? Well, we feel, then ... "I sit on the couch, leaning down on his knees. "Please ... you attack, a new drummer. "smiles, and starts to play Dune. The square with attention, while pinch the strings of the bass. I, Ken and Haida we exchange a look. We all agree. I understand from their faces.
"Ok, that's enough ... Thank you, Sakura. "I get close to the battery, and the announcement" Welcome to the group! "I see the corner of Ken get close to him, and beat the five excited, while I drink a bottle of water.
"Hey, Sakura ... you have on your neck? "I hear the voice of Haidar. I turn to them to observe, with the bottle still in his mouth. "Mh? What? "He says.
"They look like scratches." Says Ken. The thing I displace, and I begin to cough, hold for not spitting water. Sakura looks at me with a mischievous smile.
"In fact ..." he adds Haid, leaning to see better. "They look like signs of nails." They begin to tear your eyes, because I continue to keep the water in the mouth also unable to swallow. "Ah, these ... I probably let the girl with whom I had sex last night. "And with that, literally spit all over, wetting the poor Haid who was in front of me.
"Tet-chan! That's disgusting! "Exclaims as I beat on my back to stop me from coughing.
"All right, Char?" Asks Ken. "Cough ... s-so ... cough, all b-good! "I say. More than anything else can be said to have wheeze. Sakura continued to laugh as I look ... is amused by my reaction ...

And I see, I've been to leave those signs!