Author: Kikyo
Characters: L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel
Status: Complete
Rating: NC17
Warning: Male sex, lemon
Pairing: tetsuxhaido [L'Arc ~ en ~ ciel]
Summary: [...] probably never try more excitement ... is the only certainty that accompanies you every day of your life. Your damn ... is to always have that pair of beautiful eyes that look at you gently, sometimes scared of what you are. It 's a curse, but the only thing that allows you to move forward, the only thing you need. The only thing I ask. Both know they have lost any chance of escape from each other, from the moment you met for the first time ... In fact, a stare a contatto con una persona come Haido, ti rendi conto che non puoi fare a meno di essere attratto da lui […].
Probabilmente, non proverai mai emozioni più forti... è l'unica certezza che ti accompagna ogni giorno della tua vita. La tua dannazione... è l'avere sempre quel paio d'occhi stupendi che ti guardano con dolcezza, talvolta spaventati da quello che siete. E' una maledizione, ma è l'unica cosa che ti permette di andare avanti, l'unica cosa di cui hai bisogno. L'unica cosa che pretendi. Entrambi sapete di aver perso ogni probabilità di scappare l'uno dall'altro, dal momento in cui vi siete incontrati per la prima volta... infatti, to be in contact with a person such as Haida, you realize that you can not help but be attracted to him. It 's like a mirage that you can not even groped to steal, why do you strike with tremendous force, disproportionately exaggerated, when compared with its small size. This same force, moreover, has come into your life, and ultimately becomes necessary, without you noticing. You always had an enormous need of his presence next to you ... and not only as a singer of your band, but as a person, as a man ... despite all exchange for a nice girl, maybe you were the only really see it as it was. Did you in fact tell the guy who always arrived late With each test, and you had to scold every day because they smoked too much, from the beautiful creature who challenged the boom intertwined around it, as if we were doing the love ... You could see these two personalities Haid is completely split from each other, as if they belonged to two different bodies and two souls. However, on stage you caused, and how ... and admitting frankly ... I was literally going crazy ...
was a day of 1995 ... Within a few days would be released your third album, Heavenly ... were happy because things were going well. In the recording studio we were complimented with the other components, with a smile, as would any proud leader of his teammates. In response, Ken Haid and you had fixed his eyes wide in disbelief for your kind words. Sakura had smiled in turn and I had beaten him on the shoulder. "We're big!" I had heard, and then he lit a cigarette. It happened rarely compliments me to do, in fact, usually you were always very serious and always ready to scold those who do not work hard. And just that was enough to justify the amazement of the Haida and Ken.
was a day like any other in 1995, when I find you to be in love ... after the test that day, I had put down in its case, you had your hair tied into a long ponytail and you were directed to the window to open e far passare un po' d'aria. Ti eri fermato a guardare il cielo, senza per altro riuscire a vederlo davvero, preso com'eri, dai tuoi pensieri. Pensavi al lui, ad Haido, e più ci pensavi più ti rendevi conto che, inevitabilmente, avevi finito per amarlo. Dandoti mentalmente dello stupido, per esserti innamorato di un ragazzo, avevi chiuso gli occhi e avevi sfilato gli occhiali, massaggiandoti le tempie appesantite dal peso dei tuoi pensieri, ed eri leggermente sobbalzato, quando avevi sentito una mano piccola e calda poggiarsi sulla tua spalla. Anche se non ti fossi voltato, non avresti stentato a riconoscere il calore di quella mano. “Cosa c'è, Tet-chan?” ti aveva chiesto Haido, piegando la testa di lato, come un cucciolo too good. "Nothing, Doihachan, nothing ..." I started to call it that, since I had shown for the first time to be a little 'childish and a bit' careless, naive and sweet. Although it was a nickname that drew her to be a bit 'a disaster, at times, used it with affection and he did not mind. It was almost as if he was aware, that called him this, just because you wanted really good. At that time, was your best friend, took it as a brother, and every time he touched you, write the music for his lyrics, I think it was natural to him.
"Tet-chan ... What are you thinking? "I did turn to the window, I had loose hair, and had started to gently caress, rubbing softly, as he always did. How do you like it. You were relaxed under the touch of his fingers that you ran through the skin, then stopped on the neck and massaged as he always did after the show, when you hurt by the weight of the low sustained for a long time. "Nothing really, trust me, Doihachan ... oh, what a beautiful
, becomes increasingly good at massage. "He smiled weakly. "Of course, with all the practice I do with your back ..." He had also approached Ken, pontificate and had a "Hey, coconut leader, because I do not ever do the massage?" Haid had looked at him wrong. "Fuck, Ken, you do not love me as Tet-chan ... You have them do one of your women, massage. "The guitarist had laughed, then he said that he was right Haid, ergo he greeted them, to go and pick up. As expected, although Sakura had joined him, and taking their belongings were both released, closing the door behind him. "Ok ... enough, thanks ... "you said to Haida, and you were smiling shot. You were leaning on the sill, and drive the ford, as he walked toward the table where he kept his stupid cigarettes, which feared they would have ruined that beautiful voice, and that you would gladly snatched from his hand and flew out the window. He had turned one, and as I watched him take it lips and pull a shot, felt a slight envy, longing, which was touching the damn cigarette. You wanted to tell him she loved him, wanted to kiss him and maybe take it there, where you are, but you did not have the courage. You did not know how to deal with the topic, and especially feared his reaction. I had seen him sit on the bench, and you wonder why it had not yet gone away. Looked at him until he had put out his cigarette in the ashtray, then you were sitting next to him. It was not the first time I stayed alone in the studio, but at that moment you felt nervous, excited by his presence, enhanced by his image, which grew sharper and remained impressed, branded, against your retina.
"I'm tired, Doihachan ..." I told him, and he looked at you with interest. "Really? Then it happens to you, at times, Mr. Ogawa Leader. " He laughed, then you were let go against his shoulder, but because it was so small, a little 'pesavi's on you, so you were down and had his head resting on his legs. He again started caressing her hair.
"Listen, Haidar ..." had started, deciding to take once and for all, the issue head on. We're realizing that you could not tenertelo inside him had to say ... even if it means you hate. Even if you were angry you had not no other choice. Those eyes that could read in it, had taken away your secret ...
"There would be one thing ... that I must tell you ... and do not even know where to start to take their courage ... "you were raised by her legs looked in her face, and you said in one breath:" I ... Haid, I c-I ... In short, I love you. "I had set ... his expression betrayed his disbelief. But after a while, I smiled ... I had approached ... and I had hugged him tight. Maybe it was the last reaction you were expecting, but grabbing a good sign you had returned the hug, holding her little body gently. "I do not know how long I've waited these words, Tet-chan ... "you said in a whisper. "Eh?" You felt confused by his words ... as if he knew where he was going. Then she kissed you ... leaving perhaps understand that after you returned. Although thought was impossible, and that same dream only another of your beautiful dreams that he was always the protagonist, feeling happy for having won a territory that long with every fiber of your being, she received her tongue on you, stroking plan and go deeper in his lips warm and embracing you realize that her body was hot ... as if about to catch fire, or like he was burning with desire. Drove him on the couch in modo da essere sopra di lui, e continuavi a baciarlo con passione, a farti strada nella sua bocca con la lingua. Dopo quella che ti era sembrata un'eternità, Haido ti aveva fermato. “Andiamo a casa, Tet-chan...” ti aveva detto con quella sua voce eccitante, che bastava ti sussurrasse all'orecchio per non farti capire più nulla. Vi eravate staccati di mala voglia, avevi preso le chiavi della tua macchina ed eravate usciti dallo studio. Ti eri diretto verso casa tua, dove presto avreste consumato quel piacere che entrambi sentivate arrivare sempre più forte. Un paio di volte, mentre guidavi, Haido ti aveva carezzato la gamba partendo dal ginocchio, salendo fino all'inguine, e sentivi che qualcosa da quelle parti, stava cominciando ad indurirsi. Su per le scale, avevate continuato a baciarvi, eravate entrati in casa e avevate cominciato già a spogliarvi. Senza smettere di possedere la sua lingua tra le tue labbra, e continuando a togliervi i vestiti e a lasciarli sparsi sul pavimento, eravate arrivati in camera da letto, indossando ancora solo la biancheria intima... avevi messo Haido sul tuo letto, adagiandolo sotto di te. Lo baciavi scendendo piano con la lingua fino al collo, accarezzando con amore la sua pelle chiara. Lentamente, lasciandovi trasportare dalla passione, siete andati avanti a baciarvi e a toccare per molto, fino a fare l'amore. Finalmente, ciò che avevi sempre desiderato, si era finalmente avverato. L'avevi finalmente fatto tuo. Haido aveva il viso molto rosso, and sighed, feeling relieved when you left his body. And then the pain would pass quickly, leaving only a little 'legs and my butt sore. You were closest to him, and had stretched a hand on her back, caress her and relieve a bit 'of pain he had felt with pleasure. "H-haida ... t-m-I made you very sick ... s-sorry. "I told him, kissing his cheek. "N-never mind ... m-you made me also ... s-feel good. M-I-like solid, stable ... true ... "Had you looked deep into her brown eyes, and had read through them, everything I feel for you ... the insistence with which you had asked him to do it your own, betrayed what you wanted, what he needs you. Were now become one, and already you feel in control of a key part in the heart of the fragile creature. "I love you. I love you, Haidar. " Gathering all your strength and your courage, you would never ceased to repeat ... Did you feel happy, while massaging your back and watched him relax under the touch of your fingers long and thin, who belonged to such good hands, Haid that he would never refused to hear the caress on her body. You would have never stopped being with him. You did not know until it would last, but now it was yours, and was the only thing you really cared ... do you care about what people might think, you wanted to soltanto stare con lui. Avresti ricordato quella prima volta insieme, per tutta la vita, anche se ce ne sarebbero state altre più intense e piacevoli. Ora che l'avevi provata, non avresti mai potuto cancellare dalla tua memoria, la sensazione del primo contatto con la sua bocca, con la sua lingua, con il suo corpo... ti sarebbe appartenuto, e speravi fosse per sempre.
Due anni dopo, eravate ancora una coppia. Eravate cambiati, entrambi avevate tagliato i capelli... avevate un po' di nostalgia delle vostre lunghe chiome rosse che vi solleticavano la schiena, ma almeno ora, non vi scambiavano più per due sorelle. Era un periodo molto particolare per la tua band... Haido aveva scoperto che Sakura si drogava. Nel volerlo aiutare, e nel voler help you, you had not said anything at first. He took care of him because he had always been close friends. Many times he came home with swollen eyes, and as noted, increasingly thinner. Suddenly you did not know where to spend his time when he was not with you. One day, however ... there you had done more. Sakura had not presented the evidence, he did so constantly in the last period, and Haid had occurred more late than usual, and it seemed that she had been crying for a long time. Worried, you were close to him, had taken her face in her hands and asked: "But Doihachan ... do you know what the hell happened to you? You look upset. " Ti aveva guardato, e incontrando il suo sguardo avevi capito che qualcosa non andava. Avevi capito che la persona che lo stava facendo soffrire, era la stessa che quel giorno non si era presentato alle prove. Ma Haido aveva negato. “N-no, niente... davvero, Tet-chan sto bene.” Lo avevi guardato con sospetto, ma avevi accettato la sua risposta, tuo malgrado. Avevi più o meno inquadrato la situazione, ma ciò che ti sfuggiva era cosa ti stessero nascondendo quei due. E te ne eri accorto perché ogni volta che Sakura non veniva in studio, il cantante cercava sempre una scusa per coprirlo. Avevi lasciato perdere per un po', ma quando aveva cominciato a cantare, eri stato costretto a sospendere la musica. “Un attimo, Haido... stai sbagliando all attacks ... but what the hell you today? "try not to get angry, but you could increasingly difficult to maintain control. "S-sorry ... is that, today I just can not sing-c ... m-I get stuck in my throat the voice ... n-is not I, Tet-chan ... "he started to cry, and the sight, had completely lost his mind. "Now you just turn around! I want to say what the fuck happened, please? "I screamed, and Haid you had looked a bit 'scared. "You can know what the fuck are you doing, you and other one?" Lowered the tone of voice, he could not bear the idea of frightening. You were angry, and felt the anger rise up in me erupt like a volcano out of your body ... raising his eyes to you, you showed an expression of amazement. "S-Sakura ... I've just been to his house ... "Ken was approached to better hear the conversation. Even he understood that something had changed in the way of the drummer, and not be in the studio, it was a clear proof that the music sounded more like not his top priority. "What happened?" He asked, putting his hands on his hips. "Tet-chan ... I i-s-at this time I was at his house quite often ... v-I want to help ... i-the fact is that ... S-sakura, take drugs ... "he spoke, his voice breaking with tears. Had opened his eyes in front of that statement. Everyone had done at least once ... too, but you would never, ever have allowed that some stuff will ruin your life, would never become an addiction.
the words of Haida, it was clear, however, that the matter of Sakura was serious, and in your head already formulated the phrase: "We ended up ..."
In the following days, we were given a lot of trouble. I did not know how to divide, between taking care of the Haida and continue to love him, between the band and continue to defend it from the threatening looks of the people, the officials of the Ki / oon and what he said in general, television, and him keep up with Sakura. We're realizing more every day who do not would you have done, that we would all certainly slipped from his hand and it went against your principles, because you were not ever given up at nothing, at the cost of fighting tooth and nail with his teeth. But ... 24 February 1997 that ugly you would not never be erased from memory ... the day of the arrest of Sakura ... the day of the end of your dream. From that moment, your image slowly began to disintegrate. All the magazines you were were the protagonists, became waste paper ... there was no radio that would send your songs. No television network that would send your PV. Now you were branded by all as socially dead. What had been most hurt from it all, however, was undoubtedly Haidar. Maybe he felt guilty for not being able to help Sakura ... or perhaps would never have expected that things get that ugly turn. As far as I was concerned about you, includes all the responsibility. Everyone said it was your fault because you were the leader, and you were not able to do anything for your drummer. Without knowing that you had instead done in four to fix things. To ensure that
find his music, he even asked to write a song ... and perhaps to thank Haida, perhaps because he wanted to really well, he wrote Good Morning Hide.
Once out of prison, he had officially left the band ... would no longer be one of the colors of your rainbow, and decided not to retrace his steps, I had also submitted Yukihiro Awaji, who had played with Die and Cries. He was a good drummer and had a great style, had already made available before Sakura officially leave the group, and had agreed to go in his place.
After a bit 'of time spent away from the spotlight, after a trip to London, who had served for recuperation, Yukihiro with the team, were ready to return to the scene ... the iris was ready to reincarnate and return to dominate the skies brighter than ever ... Haid had regained a bit 'of color, and had even gained weight ... it seemed that little by little, the same trying to forget the events of the last period.
In any case, however, no one had yet managed to overcome them ... who feared that it would take quite some time.
"The water is still cold, Doihachan?" Had just returned to your home after a long day when you were torn between photo shoots, TV interviews and smiles fanservices. Were you tired, so I filled the bathtub, we had let Haida, and then there were slipped in, too, lounging behind him, with his back against the tub. With a sponge full of soap, caressed every inch of skin ... shoulders, on which rested two large 'wings tattooed angel, the neck, then down along the hairline of the chest, gently stroking his chest. "No. .. Tet-chan, okay ... is pretty hot. "" Ok ... "While lavavi the skin soft, Haid suddenly turned around and I had kissed on the lips strong, creeping with his tongue deeper and deeper. Had you close tightly in his arms, returning his kiss with passion ... He then reached out water, directing it toward your genitals, and continuing to kiss you, you had squeezed his testicles, making you go out a groan of pleasure. Then he got his fingers between your erection starts masturbating with her usual skill ... "Ah ... ah ... H-haid ... "hearing increasingly harsh in his hands, and gasped when Haid had accelerated the pace, squeezing harder, you came and let your orgasm the confusion in the tank. "Nice, Tet-chan?" I asked with his voice exciting, and if associated with that sound, the beautiful image of her naked body and wet, with that seductive that you knew from the desire to let you die, you could not hide that made you mad ... "S-si ... d-da die ... "he still had kissed, then he was leaning on your chest. You were out of the bathtub and you were lying in bed, wearing only a bathrobe, Haidar you had reached almost immediately after, dressed in your own way, bringing a can of beer from the kitchen, and sat down next to you. The sneezing and had heard you had turned in his direction. "Hey ... cooled again? "I asked him, leaning his forehead to check the temperature. "Yeah .. maybe today I got too cold ... "She had looked for a moment her lips ... The had kissed and caressed with your tongue an infinite number of times but have never ceased to excite. You were bending over him, making him lie down under you, you had looked into his eyes for a long moment, would you have wanted to miss in his eyes, until no longer even recognize yourself. The plan had kissed her cheek, down to the earlobe. "I I love ... "she had whispered, and before she could answer, she had kissed him. While your tongue stroked to Haida, your hands crossed the body, undoing his bathrobe. Then you had brought your hand on her sex, making it harden. The testes had formed, while kissing her nipples, down to the navel. Knowing that it was pleasant, you left off playing with his tongue around the piercing. In accepting his erection between her lips, she began to lick and suck, making him gasp loudly. By taking your time bathrobe, looked at him ... for the umpteenth time, he was subjected to you. Sometimes I still could not believe that such a beautiful person, could be all yours. "E-enters, Tet-chan ... Both of d-in ... "he said. He had taken his hand, intertwining his fingers with yours, as she opened her legs under you, to make room. At the first shot, he screamed in pain and began to bleed, then, slowly, becoming accustomed to the pressures, he was relaxed. I had noticed that he began to tremble, and worried, you left off. "H-haida ... w-why ... t are you ...?" I asked him, trembling, while her little arms, I encircled the shoulders. "T-ti ... I'm f-m-by-lot, but the ...?" He shook his head slightly, and some tears fell down her cheeks.
"No. .. Tet-chan ... n-no m-p-make me bad at all ... tremble because I'm fine ... "slightly lower on her face, wiped his tears with his lips. Had you hugged close, continuing to live in him, as if I had wanted to unite your souls, as well as your bodies. "C-continuous, Tet-chan ... C-t-continues to make me your ... "Driven by the excited tone of his voice, the sides had begun to move between her legs and penetrate it, but it grew faster, but try not to put too much force, not him feel pain. Haida strong gasping with each blow, pressing against your body to get you more and more. Then, among the Haida and the scream of your own, you came inside him. He heaved a sigh of relief, as you retire his little body, and you lie next to him again. Without letting go of his hand, both continued to pant, veterans from the pleasure of that sex, which so often, that in your bed, you were the protagonists. I had noticed that on the back of your hand, had left the mark of his nails when he had a strong close to the pain of the first shot.
had been through a lot ... in the last two years. Haid had suffered much, and did not deserve it at all ... became stronger, but he felt more than ever the need to always be protected, need to be tied to someone, to feel someone's priority, and that someone, in any case, whatever you'd be. He could not do without you ... he wanted to be with you more than anyone else, and was afraid of being abandoned. The terror of being alone, had always had, but you ... you you'd never done. Would you have given your power and you'd always repaired with your body. Your body ... very thin, but full of courage, would have made a shield ... until I needed it.
Without even knowing what I could expect from someone like him, without realizing it suddenly ... had become my greatest claim ...
At the same time when I listened Haid for the first time, I was planning to set up a group ... and when he took the stage of the dirty house live in Osaka, and began to sing, time stood still, and with it, my heart. Actually, as soon as I saw him ... I decided that I would become. I mean, I would have done to become the lead singer of my band at all costs ... I would not settle for anything else. I wanted his voice, I wanted him. Nothing less. Nothing more ... I do not think that there might be something in the world more beautiful. I wanted it to mine ... and when I put something in his head ... for sure ... I always manage to get it.
devote more ... eternally ... my love to you ...
Note: The last sentence is a translation of a verse of the song Eien , album Smile .
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